In September 1996, after almost a year of unexplainable aches and joint pains, numerous doctors visits, seemingly endless blood tests and x-rays, and just one month before his 19th birthday, he was told he had brain cancer . He had two very rare type of tumors in his brain, which was considered inoperable, since it was too deep in the brain and too complicated for our local doctors to handle. He needed to go to the USA for further diagnosis and treatment. At that point, he was faced with a choice. He could be angry and depressed, asking the Lord: Why? Why me? Why now ? After all, he have lived a good 19 years. He was at the peak of his college life ---- He was looking forward to graduation. He lived a clean life by anyone¹s standard: No alcohol, No cigarettes, No drugs, No softdrinks, even! GRABE! Why me ? Bakit ako pa ?
James has panhypopitularism -- a rare condition (developed because of the 2 tumors that were in his brain) where the body stops producing all siz major hormones necessry for survival and growth -- and thus has to take hormone replacement medicines all his life. His sight too, is not as keen as it used to be, and he suffers from a water-based diabetes that makes him pee up to 13 liters a day (the average is only three) if not for his medication.
Asked what he felt upon learning that he had brain cancer, he replies thus: "I didn't feel depressed. When the doctors came in to tell me the news, one was even crying, my kidney doctor. So I told her, 'Why are you crying? It's just a ball in the head (referring to the tumor), that's easy (to cure).'" Fact is, he even cracked a joke when told about his panhypopitularism and that he will have to take medicines until he dies, saying, "That's good. I have nothing more to worry about! I have lost everything, so there is nothing more to lose." When his mother asked the doctors about the long-term effects of the drugs, James quipped, "poverty," since the replacement hormones are not available in the Philippines and will have to be ordered from the US and thus, very expensive.
Needless to say, the doctors looked at him as if he were crazy -- cracking jokes and making smart remarks -- when what they most probably expected was an entirely different reaction. Such an attitude, which baffles most everyone who meets the young man for the first time, he attributes to only one thing: his unwavering faith in God. "As Martin Luther would put it, it's a reckless confidence in the grace of God," James adds.
It is this same faith that has kept this young man going, finishing his political science degree from Ateneo despite dizzy spells and bouts of weakness. He also continues with his outdoor lifestyle, going biking, mountain climbing or cave exploring -- to the exasperation of doctors and friends who have taken turns at scolding him or pleading with him to take it easy and rest, and not to tire himself unnecessarily. 'You never learn', some have told him in reproach.
"Comments like that pain me so much, because I believe that I have been given a second chance at life, not to stay in bed or at home, just waiting to doe," remarks James. True enough, James embarked on a project he dubbed "Bike for Life" in 2000. The concept of Bike for Life was for James and a group of people (some cancer survivors themselves) to travel from Manila to Davao by bike, covering about 100 kilometers a day. And in between designated stops, he would participate in pre-arranged talks or symposia about cancer. "My idea was to tell people, specially the ones afflicted with cancer, that this killer disease can be beaten, that there's life after cancer. My theme for the trip is KKK -- Kayang Kalabanin ang Kanser (We can fight cancer)."
Of particular concern to James are the children from poor families who are afflicted with leukemia, or cancer of the blood. Knowing how expensive the medicines and medical procedures are (his parents are still paying for his treatment and operation in the US sometime in 1996), James is hoping to raise funds and put up a foundation to help in the fight against the Big C. "In the Philippines, the survival rate for children who have leukemia is below 50 percent, a far cry from the 80-90 percent survival rate in the US," he divulges.
James is very much aware that his vision may be quite ambitious and difficult to accomplish. But he's willing to take things one step at a time, and if his tenacity and persistence are any indication at all, it will be no surprise if he manages to pull through.
References: Cancer Warriors Foundation official website and Interview by Bing Parel-Salud for People Asia